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Someone is always watching

  • I just heard a song that made me think of my old boyfriend. In the middle of the night I go walking in my sleep to the valley of Truth to the river so deep.  is a song by Billy Joel. You know how when you’re young everyone has a song? That was our  song. He is now in politics and I hear he’s doing quite well. I have searched for his entire family on Facebook and I cannot find one. Because he is a political figure I am giving his name James Christopher rieth. I hope you Google my name and see this I need your help. I know you have money and your Family are  very  and wonderful Christians. Multiple sclerosis has gotten terrible. I cannot Eat with utensils and I need a caregiver. I know have the option to go out of the country for stem cells which would  save my life I hope you find this blog and you have it in your heart to help me. I know you are a good person I love seeing your wedding pictures and they are beautiful congratulations. Please help an old girlfriend and Friend by donating to Helphopelive.org. Type  In my name and you will see my write-up about myself and my family. I hope this reaches you Chris God bless and take care
  •  my mom and husband were upset by  this post so I took it down from Facebook
  • I would never speak ill of anyone and I did notHowever this is my blog. And as long as I’m always showing kindness towards others I’m going to write what I want. For it is staying on my domain and I’m not removing it.
  • My thoughts and opinions are mine alone as long as they better  Humanity
  • Even when that human is me!
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BBB

Em&Em, Ice Cube you’d melt in my hand.

I would rhythmically attack you smack you bring you to understand

I can’t spit as fast as I used to but give me time

I have a sign that stem cells will bring back my rhyme give me time and the world will be mine

I used to be lickity split before I got sick

I was so fast I could prick like a tick. Attached to you and send you a trick of just how fast this white girl can stick

I get them all back  when stem cells are through. I’ll be the fastest white girl you ever knew

To take them all on  and when I am done, you know who the best is my son.I’m a b bb as you can see born beatboxer don’t fuck with me.

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Happiness

Sometimes it’s hard for us to find our happiness and we must learn to make our own. I’m sure many of you like me have pain everyday an aliment or something emotional or horrible going on in your life. But remember friends that pain that emotional stress means you are alive. And that alone is a miracle and you should find happiness in the fact that you are you and not a rock or log our piece of cement. Remember like Bill Murray says in the movie Scrooged” I’m alive and so are you!” And the words of my hero Robin Williams in the movie Hook “to die  would be a great adventure but to live  would be the greatest adventure of all.” I hope you all find your adventure and every morning wake up and tell yourself I’m alive! And so are you…

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Adapt to your surroundings

As you know I have multiple sclerosis. So my legs don’t work  and have no muscle. Instead of giving up, I’ll just make my arms stronger. I can do anything with my arms. I can  even do a pull up which I’ve never been able to do my whole life until now. Why don’t we try to do that in life with everything? You can’t smoke cigarettes anymore so start sucking lollipops. You can’t see very well so why don’t you start listening more. You can’t drive anymore so I took the bus. You can always change. That is the joy of Being Human. We can learn. Always work at becoming the best you you can be.. peace and love to all Humanity

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Help!

I am maybe having a flare up of m.s. I know many read my blog for happiness , laughs, and hope. I need some smiles. A little sunshine. And as I do “get by with a little help from my friends,” That means YOU. so drop me a line of happiness!!Here, on my blog; or social media. We need to help each other. Thanks all. peace and love,
L. O’Brien

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I’m not Political

I’m not political; I’m just always right.
I respect your opinion; However I don’t agree.
I’m not a party, faction, nor picking a fight.
I just feel and think that we are all free!
I have no time for those that disagree.
I only encourage HUMANITY.
..to do what you feel is right.
(If that means violence,prejudice,or oppression)-get out of my sight!
I love my planet. My land and democracy.
Last of all VOTE, and especially…
Vote Bernie Sanders! If not for you, do it for me!
p.s. won’t you help this poet whom can’t walk? Sorry, m.s. humor!!! VOTE

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Movies; past,present,future

Last night I went to see Back to the Future I II & III with my husband. Our love of the franchise brought us together. Earth Angel is our song. I’m always kissed when George kisses Lorraine on the dance floor.But it is more than that! I saw every movie with my father before my siblings existed. Of course they have seen them. But yesterday:October 21st 2015, was the day they went back in II! people in Marty hats in the theater. Applause every time. but it was surreal. it took me back to age 5 8 and age 10, MOVIE NIGHT WITH MY DAD. Memories worth a lifetime. These movies have given me more than entertainment. They made me see time in a whole different way.I cherish these moments in time and space.The memories. And I leave you with Huey Luis ” Take me away! I don’t mind; but you better promise me I’ll be BACK IN TIME.” PEACE N LOVE
L O’Brien

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Out of the mouths’ of babes

my daughter just put my face in her hands and said, “I’m sorry you have m.s. You are sad that you can’t drive or play with me. It’s okay; some people have m.s. like you.” She is almost five. What do you say to that? That right there is empathy. What a beautiful representation of humanity. Let’s all put someones’ different shoes on and ‘walk’ in them. Let’s strive to be more human. Peace n love
L. O’Brien

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Technology

Just took me a hour to reset password to blog and e-mail. Apparently, if your cat dies and you don’t use the computer for a couple months all cyber hell breaks lose! Yes, it was a huge pain..but I’m back and yes; it is I; Laurelin human(today anyways) O’Brien! Other than my cat, the big news is; this poet is writing a short sci-fi novella called Kepler. (guess what it’s about?) If you ,guessed the planet Kepler; ten points for you. My poetry and blogging will return this week; as well as my new story (I hope in a few weeks.) How is humanity doing? The pope visited and people are still at war. Oh yeah, China in financial ruin. Humanity is still around thank goodness, yet, still a mess. We’ll work on that together,friends. Love you all,especially YOU. check out my story later, readers. Til next time…

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Laurelin f*#%ing O’Brien

I will never give up. Never surrender. So stem cells haven’t helped my disease,YET. There is a famous speech in The Hunger Games (movie version) about hope. That no matter what you do to people, as long as there is hope; they can rise up against anything. This is true. I lost my hope a few days ago. Reflected, meditated and concluded…my hope for a cure is lost. this thought was scary,and unlike me.. I am Laurelin fucking O’Brien!!! I never give up. Never surrender. Even when all I have on the chess board is my king. He will not tip over. Bring it on m.s.,nature,genes, God. You have messed with the wrong girl. Take my cognition. My grey matter. My IQ. So what I’m now average. I don’t trust those tests anyways. So my hope is back. STRONGER. Death can’t even defeat me. I’m a case study. So again, bring it on. I’ve already won. HOPE is there;and it’s deadly. I got this. I win.