If I turn left; will things work out alright?
If I go blind; will you be my sight?
I realize that now; my life is half over.
Will I still turn left, or look over my shoulder?
Am I truly happy, with all my left turns?
Or is there still a passion that burns;
To be different.Turn left,not right.
I tried to stand out with all my might!
Now in my thirties, I contemplate…
Did I chose left? Or was it FATE?
Do I control anything I do?!
Maybe it’s not up to me or you.
Why then am I in so much pain?
I have had a great life; I should not complain.
Can I enjoy life walking this path?
Did I turn left;only to face God’s wrath?
Many a question. There is no reply.
Perhaps there’s an answer after I die.
Why am I here? Further more; why are you?
So much regret. pain. horror. What do we do?
If pain out ways joy- Why the Hell am I here?!
I just heard an answer- It is finally clear;
It didn’t come from Heaven, or you, but inside my head;
A voice just told me to turn straight instead!
No left turns, you just go round and round.
Stop thinking and listen to the sound;
Of yourself. Your soul. Your inner being.
You may realize then; the answer to life’s meaning.
I will not share the answer. It’s up to you;
Find some meaning in all that you do!
The physical pain I feel can’t compete with my soul.
It runs, skips, dances; and I am in control.
My pain is great; but it means I’m alive!
Took 34 years, but I finally arrived;
To my inner being. She is screaming the answer!
Okay. It’s so beautiful. I will share. The answer is…………………