Dysmorphia

 what people say I want to be thin

Not For you but for the person within

Look in the mirror and all I see is fat

Then I ask myself what is up with that?

Was the cheerleader and people say I was hot

That is nice of people I always felt I was not.

Feel fat if I cannot see all my ribs

 what is wrong with you? What gives?

, husband likes a little meat on the bone

My dysmorphia says you’re wrong. Leave me alone!

Was a size 0. Now I am a size 8..

People say I look better. But my body I hate.

I just don’t know what to do.

Ask myself what the hell is wrong with you?

I hate this disease. I want to be better.

Feel fat even in a bulky sweater

Hey I have a daughter. I must lead by example.

Free food I don’t want to sample.

First step is that I admit it out loud.

I am ratting on myself. However I am not proud..

Society makes women feel like s***

I’ve had enough. I am through with it.

Must eat. And I will tell you something that is true.

I am beautiful ladies. And so are you

Peace and love Laurelin🌻.

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