Hour after hour. I have no power.
My mouth I taste nothing but sour.
Everywhere I want to care.
Harder and harder to get there.
All I hear is no no no.
I cannot leave. I cannot go.
Sitting here alone instead.
I’m stuck inside my stupid head.
All I see is red red red.
Wishing my emotions were just Dead.
Does not matter what I say.
I wish these feelings would go away.
You get no credit. No pat on the back.
Everything I say is under attack.
Just want to know. Just want a sign.
All I have is this silly rhyme.
Time is no longer on my side.
Wish I could get off of this ride.
Don’t do this. Don’t do that.
Someone else’s dream is where I’m at.
Simply don’t dream anymore.
Leaving me pissed. Feeling quite sore.
Pretend to feel happy. That life is just great.
And truly I am angry. Feel quite irate.
I have no control. It is all up to you.
Why do you do the things that you do?
Accept what it is. This is your fate.
Ocean is growing into pure hate.
Wave swallow you up. Swallow you whole.
Gaurding that bridge. Just silly troll.
Times I wonder if I even have a soul.
IF I do it has no control.
Peace and love Laurelin🌻