I hate patience It’s the worst virtue. Every day I’m waiting. Waiting for death. I do not dream of stuff. I don’t look forward to death. But every day I’m just waiting for death. I have no patience bring it on already. This life sucked. I’m ready for the next. I hope my soul learned something from this life, because a life with multiple sclerosis is grim. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve enjoyed it. I made splendid memories. Truly I have. But I also can’t wait to have working legs again. It’s been a few decades. And for this I have no patience. So  do I look forward to death? No of course not. I want to live as long as possible. But at the same time, I really hope my next life is better. Because truthfully this one was great, except for the working legs. Minus the multiple sclerosis. Kudos to whoever made this life. I enjoyed playing out the script. But I have no patience. With the words from Ghostbusters 2 I leave you with this, time is but a window. Death is but a doorway. I’ll be back!

They told me it was the year of disclosure. To who?

Did you get the memo? I certainly did not.

And they still see no aliens. They lied to me,

Again. Uncle sam, you are forgiven.

Don’t cancel my disability. I love you 🇺🇸

Where did six, seven come from?

You were every parents of the small children’s nightmare

In 2026, I won’t expect much.

No aliens. No democracy. Americans are out of touch,

With each other. But there’s always a new year.

So I wish you all love, and send you cheer.

The year of disclosure they said it would be,

Not a single alien do I see!

Drones in New Jersey got us hyped

Nothing happened but Trump and his media fight.

Mass media merges! CBS now conservative. MSNBC now   MSNOW

A Muslim man is mayor of NYC. And we don’t know how

It’s beginning of a Blue Wave. Don’t worry it’ll turn back to red

It will go back and forth, until we are dead.

December is here. And no aliens still.

Fucking lie to me again! I will get my close encounter, I will I will.

So the year came and went and we’re still alive

The country is still here, next year we’ll thrive!

Next year we will see 👽, Vikings win, Maybe DT six feet deep.

Here’s to hoping! We will get what we reap

Not Armageddon. No Horseman but of course,

It will be the year of the Chinese fire horse!

It’s a beautiful fall day, but I have something to say!

On Facebook, you see, that’s just between you and me.

Then I promise we will do something fun.

Just wait for this cat video to be done!

Just one more scroll, this is important, it’s two cats!

A dog just entered. Anarchy! Oh rats!

Okay, let me hit post and we’re out of here!

Wait, my phone just pinged, real quick let me check.

My post got too angry faces? 😠 what a wreck!

Just let me reply, then we will go!

It’s just social media. Not real. I know. I know.

But she just blocked me!

And now I’m pissed. So…

I’m sorry, girl, I don’t think I can go.

Next time. My treat! Why did you say no?

Oh wait a minute, just let me real quick scroll.

Welcome to this world there’s no turning back.

How we stay alive, we must prepare to attack

Buy your bullets at the station

There’s no time for relaxation

Everybody needs to own a gun

In first grade you’re given one at 5,

Train to always stay alive

Look out for the enemy!

See there kids, he is behind that tree!

What’s his crime you ask of me?

Simple he doesn’t look like you and me!

Everybody wants to own a gun.

There’s a world where we all look alike

Place where there is no need for fright!

It has been there right inside you.

Put the gun down, look around you!

He wants to kill you just as bad as you him.

He was trained too. Kill people with the different skin

The cycle never ends. Until all the bullets are in your head.

Zombies field with lead walking around until they’re dead.

No history book will write of those days..

We forget. Time Settles. We come out of our Haze!

Welcome to this world. There’s no turning back.

How we stay alive, we must prepare to attack..

How can you not love drama? Especially when you’re the center of attention. It’s even better when someone else is Center. And everyone can revolve around them.

We are social creatures. And we love drama. Maybe you don’t, but as a species we very much do. I personally have always loved the drama. And half the time that ends up being a bad thing. But I don’t care. I’m disabled. Life is short. Laugh when you can laugh. Live it up when you can live it up. And yeah, spread the drama. I love it

Just don’t hurt my friends. It’s fun to ride the drama roller coaster, but eventually you have to get off.

And after all the bridges are burned,

We find ourselves on an island with no Bridge!

Everyday I think about messaging someone. But I do not. Because what I want to say to her would be very hurtful. And what is the point in hurting someone, other than to make yourself feel better? I don’t want to make anyone hurt. But I also don’t want to keep things buried inside. But for the sake of other people’s well-being, I do. And I hope that is good mitzvah. Because of that’s the only reason I do it. I realize most of what I do in life is for good mitzvah. I don’t even know if it will pay off, but I don’t want to take any chances! So everything in my life comes down to two questions, do you? Or don’t you? The decision to make make all the difference. So Choose Wisely

Ice is here. But have no fear!

They don’t come for you.

You are not brown, you live in town.

You’re probably white too!

I am disabled, but I’m white, so I’ll be all right, right?

Don’t know you can’t work, might come for you too.

That’s messed up. Was a teacher. Got sick.

But you’re worthless now, that’s the stick.

Ice won’t come for me I have a house.

But we need to check and see what’s in there,

I swear it’s only me. My dog, my cat, maybe a mouse.

We have a right to see. We are ice! You see?

You think you live in a free country? You don’t. Welcome to the new America. Don’t like it? Get out!

Don’t let the Border guards kick you on the way out!

USA, ice is here, have no fear!

Maybe where a bandage on your arm to be clear,

We don’t want to accidentally Deport you, my dear!

Didn’t we make the Jewish people wear something in the past?

Don’t worry, ice is not Nazis. No swastika. Just a mask!

We Know Who You Are, but you don’t know us, we are just ice.

Here to make a better America! Where you don’t think twice.

But we promised everything will be nice! 🇺🇸