Hell. Pure hell.

One year and two months. Every two months.

Steroids have a half life of 3 months. Do the math.

Hell. Pure hell.

I do not know my left from my right. My up from my down.

I did not know that guy that keeps walking by my window was not real.

Hell. Pure hell.

I am retaining everything. Except for  intelligence. It has left the building.

I have to keep my eyes on the prize. It will all be worth the

Hell. Pure hell.

Me