Waiting for a miracle

My immune system is now about two months old. Which means I’m always sick. I have to get back all the antibodies I have lost. And I have to get my immunizations again. In the meantime they told me my symptoms would be worse at first. Holy cow were they not lying. My symptoms are so bad I cannot walk even with my Walker. This is supposed to be totally normal but I feel horrible. It is hard waiting for a miracle that happened when your multiple sclerosis symptoms were worse than they were when you got stem cell treatment! I have to just wait. I have to just be patient. I know it is going to take a lot of time. But I’ve had multiple sclerosis 20 years and I am 36 years old I am ready for my life to start. I miss my own hair.






Now this is a picture of my real hair


It’s just not the same if you’re a girl. Our  hair is an extension of Who We Are., you truly have to see the inner beauty when you don’t have any hair as a woman. I’m just feeling very down today. My family and friends. Raised  so much money for me to get stem cells. And it is just discouraging when you feel worse than you did before you left for Mexico. I have to just stick with it. This is part of the plan. I have to keep telling myself time takes time. Be patient. Just wait. I feel bad for others in my family who I can’t help do anything around the house anymore and that used to. It has to be hard on them too. Hopefully as the months go I will have better reports. Right now I just need to know how to hang on and lift my spirits. I know so many people in the world have it so much worse than me. I shouldn’t be complaining.

Peace and love Laurelin 

America United

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I share my opinion on the immigration ban lift. I myself am uplifted Americans showing their love of humanity. And not just showing love of nationality. Mother Earth doesn’t see borders. I long for the day when Humanity doesn’t see borders either. But at least we’re in the step in the right direction.

Keep  family and friends together. This is a picture of my benefit which they used the money to get my stem cells in Mexico. I want because Humanity team together. And the ban was lifted because Humanity came together. Legos always remember to come together and to pass it on.

Americans Unite.

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My opinion on the band being lifted on immigration in America.

I am so proud for Humanity coming together and fighting to lift the best immigration ban which was against the Constitution. It is never okay to keep families apart. Mother Nature does not see borders. And I hope that someday in the future Humanity won’t see borders either. Below is a picture of my benefit in which I’ve raised money to go get stem cells in Mexico. Without the love and support of humanity I would not have been able to go. Keeping families apart from each other is always wrong.

America United

I am so proud to say that because of the hard work of protesters and other people in government, the immigration ban has been lifted! We all knew it was unconstitutional and wasn’t going to last. But I am so proud that we were able to make it only last a few days. I hope mr. Trump gets the clue that he can’t just go against laws already set up for our great country. E pluribus unum is showing its truth with otur  people. I am so proud to be an American today. I was not so proud when mr. Trump was elected president but personally I don’t think our votes  really mattered much on that one. I will always believe in democracy and the power of voting. At this last one just seem too fishy to me. I truly believe Hillary Clinton really won. But when you have money you are in control. That is just the way it works around the world. That is why your voice is so important and you’re protesting makes a difference. Because who really knows what happens with that piece of paper that is your ballot goes into the computer. You can not trust certain people. You can trust in humanity. I believe we have showed that by getting that ban lifted. Always remember to think of the big picture. Think of your brothers and sisters because everyone in the world is your family. Thank you for restoring my belief in the power of humanity. Because I will keep on voting but I’m starting to lose faith in that. I will never lose faith in humanity.

Peace and love Laurelin