Miles to go before I sleep

” these Woods are lovely, dark and deep, but I have promises to keep. and miles to go before I sleep .and miles to go before I sleep.”- Robert Frost. I used to think about that all the time. Wondering when, and how I would leave this earth. I always figured I’d be lucky for anything after 50. I had days to go before I slept. I had moment to moment before I slept in less than two weeks and now I leave for Mexico. I have a whole new journey in life to look forward to. I never thought with my multiple sclerosis there could ever be any help or care. For all the terrible medications I took, that didn’t do anything at all finally I see hope. I am all kinds of emotions right now. It’s very scary and very exciting. I will lose all of my hair and I absolutely don’t care! Finally there are miles to go before I sleep. And miles to go before I sleep….

16 days

16 days until I go to Mexico

16 days

16 days until it doesn’t matter if I’m off aubagio 

16 days
I miss walking with a walker. I miss not crawling on the floor

16 days

Then I will not need my medicine anymore

16 days

My multiple sclerosis is kicking my ass

16 days

Till I  hope and pray it will  be a thing of the past

16 days…