Miles to go before I sleep
” these Woods are lovely, dark and deep, but I have promises to keep. and miles to go before I sleep .and miles to go before I sleep.”- Robert Frost. I used to think about that all the time. Wondering when, and how I would leave this earth. I always figured I’d be lucky for anything after 50. I had days to go before I slept. I had moment to moment before I slept in less than two weeks and now I leave for Mexico. I have a whole new journey in life to look forward to. I never thought with my multiple sclerosis there could ever be any help or care. For all the terrible medications I took, that didn’t do anything at all finally I see hope. I am all kinds of emotions right now. It’s very scary and very exciting. I will lose all of my hair and I absolutely don’t care! Finally there are miles to go before I sleep. And miles to go before I sleep….
Caffeine
I want to stay up.
The human drink this to perk up.
I don’t know about you ,but I think I need to not sit
I’ll just close my eyes for a little bit.

Raves versus festivals
16 days until a stem cell
16 days
16 days until I go to Mexico
16 days
16 days until it doesn’t matter if I’m off aubagio
16 days
I miss walking with a walker. I miss not crawling on the floor
16 days
Then I will not need my medicine anymore
16 days
My multiple sclerosis is kicking my ass
16 days
Till I hope and pray it will be a thing of the past
16 days…