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Stem cell transplant almost 11 months

I am finally beginning to see good stem cells results. I can always walk with my Walker. Get in and out of chairs. Get off the couch. Get in and out of bed on my own. Get on and off the commode on my own. Girls and bladder are always getting better. My house is finally clean enough that I’m not embarrassed when people stop by. My fine motor skills are still terrible. The Tremors will take a long time to go away. Until then I cannot dust-up hi. Or write my name. Or cook. But things are definitely getting better. Stem cells have been a blessing. I have gained a lot of weight due to steroids. I asked if the dose can be lowered and it cannot. So I must just deal with this steroids until February. I was severely underweight so gaining 30 pounds actually helps me. I just have to monitor so I don’t gain too much more. But in general things are looking better. As always I highly recommend to you if you have an autoimmune disease to seek out stem cells as an option. They have made a huge dose difference in my life. I think everyone who helped me get them and in general I absolutely love Mankind and I hope we can learn to love each other. 6’s so far I will keep you updated.

 Peace And love Laurelin 🌻

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I know that my poetry pisses some people off.

It’s only when I’m angry. Frustrated. Anxious. That I get cross.

I always truly mean the things that I say.

Even if I might go about it the wrong way.

No ,I am sorry I never feel shame.

I know why sometimes call you out by name.

This is the only when I truly feel you have done me wrong.

So I shout out your name. And I sing my own song.

Then I feel guilty. For I truly don’t mean to hurt any of you.

Even when the things that I say are true.

Like many people, I am truly hurt by things in my past.

But when I speak it out loud I can let go

 Of all of the all the things that I know you know

 you want them kept secret. I cannot. This is my way to let go.

I’m sorry if I hurt your feelings. You hurt mine too. And this is the way that I show.

Peace and love Laurelin🌻