https://laurelinobrien.com/2017/09/06/not-sorry-but-god-bless/

My last poem I wrote was truth to my past and my being. However it was also an experiment to see if my ex-boyfriend was as important in the DNC as I suspected. I did not post the poem to social media and sure enough my stats went sky-high. He is obviously a politician. God bless you Christopher I am sure you will make a good one. I do not apologize for using your name to raise my stats on my poetry site. For you have tried to act like myself and our friends did not exist. We did exist. We do exist. We are registered voters. We will not tag you in another post. Unless you run for office. Then of course you are fair game.

Peace and love Laurelin🌻

Okay now you look and you listen for a minute. I tried being nice. I ,last time I contacted you ,was with severe kindness and total humanitarian truth. You have all the same sins I do. You may be approaching 40 like me but that doesn’t mean you forgot who you were 20 years ago. Do you forget where you were 20 years ago on July 3rd 1997? I certainly do. You cannot run away anymore from Who You Are. You are starting to piss me off and you don’t want to make an enemy out of me. I know you keep blocking me from every account that tries to contact you but you cannot stop the First Amendment. You cannot control my blog and I’ll say your name till I’m blue in the fucking face Chris rieth. I thought you were a good person. I thought we were on the same political side. I see now that your agenda is all about you and material possessions and the fancy places you visit. You are no better than anyone else on this planet. Do you get that? I’m going to show another picture of us too. You can’t make me not exist. I am sick of it. You think I did you wrong. You did me wrong! You did me wrong in so many ways! You may have the world fooled but you don’t have me fooled. You are still the same old narcissistic SOB that you were when you were 17. Do you know think that if you were in dire straights I not help you? Because I would. And I still would. Because we shared five years of something. You may think it was something bad you may think it was something good but it was something. And I am so sick and tired of you denying its existence. Have fun on your little vacations around the world. Do you remember what happened between us exactly 20 years ago? You can tell I’m still a little angry about it and I never got power, an apology, and I’m sorry that I talk so much shit about you when you were doing worse shit than I was doing? Or how about that the whole reason you got addicted to that was because I’m the one that had you try it.Bullshit. other way around. That’s right I’m getting angry and the truth is going to start to come out if you don’t respond to me in some way and apologize. You fucked up my life Christopher. I have a wonderful life now with a wonderful husband but the 10 years that I spent after 1997 I hold me 50% to blame and I hold you 50% to blame and if you don’t know why then you are a complete moron and you don’t belong to be in politics. Stop being something you are not. The truth is out there. You know my love of X-Files. And the truth is not only out there the truth is going to come out if you don’t stop denying my existence. I don’t hate you. I don’t hate anyone. I don’t believe in hate. I don’t understand why you hate me. That only shows what kind of human being you are. No I think I will Grace everyone with another picture of you that I don’t know how I have because you don’t know who I am right? Fuck you Christopher. look who is that in Canada

Ignore me.. you ignore disabled America

You were in  Missouri 20 years ago. You were pretending you were a good Catholic and if you could just forget about what was going on with me it was okay. Where was I?  Do you remember? Should I remind you?  You can keep blocking me  you can keep ignoring me. You can pretend your past doesn’t exist but I will show the world your past exist if you don’t at least  message me back and I hear you, and I am sorry. Or I hear you ,and I am not sorry. Or anything  ,email me ,message me here, you can’t message any of my Facebook accounts cuz he keeps blocking them all ,well ,I think the world should know who you really are before they invest anything in you politically so I am showing the world who you are here he is mr. America  vote away. Just remember what a good job you did voting for number 45 .  Yes ,you’re extremely pissed off at me right now and there’s nothing you can do about it because of the First Amendment.  But you cannot ignore me in your past anymore. I am sick of people like you being in Washington and thinking that your shit doesn’t smell. 

 this is me very overweight because I just got very high dose steroids From my very first attack when I was first diagnosed with multiple sclerosis look who’s sitting right next to me it must be some invisible force that does not exist oh yeah, it’s Chris.

Peace and love to all of my American people even including you asshole  laurelin.

He used to be a good person that’s the sad thing. I don’t know if he’s a good person anymore ,but I don’t think so.  Be careful who you trust,, be careful who you know. And most importantly be careful who you vote for. God Bless America .  And everyone reading this.  All I have ever done is spoken the truth.  And sometimes the truth hurts. But like Fox Mulder says the truth is out there and unfortunately the truth is in Washington .  And unfortunately number 45 is in Washington.  Let’s not letting any more people who pretend to be something they are not