Not sorry but God bless

My last poem I wrote was truth to my past and my being. However it was also an experiment to see if my ex-boyfriend was as important in the DNC as I suspected. I did not post the poem to social media and sure enough my stats went sky-high. He is obviously a politician. God bless you Christopher I am sure you will make a good one. I do not apologize for using your name to raise my stats on my poetry site. For you have tried to act like myself and our friends did not exist. We did exist. We do exist. We are registered voters. We will not tag you in another post. Unless you run for office. Then of course you are fair game.

Peace and love Laurelin🌻

The three words that start with the letter

This is not only a poetic journey into my past and present. It is also an experiment to see if what I think is correct. I have written a few poems about my ex boyfriend of 5 years from high school that was very important as a milestone in my life I am going to tag him. Usually when I do my stats go up high. I believe it is because he belongs to the DNC and probably is running for office. Let us go on a poetic journey to see if I am correct mr. James Christopher Rieth all we are so dated in college. But he is made sure to delete his name from ever existing or living with me. If there’s one thing I cannot stand it’s when people deny my existence.

James Christopher rieth FUCK YOU you are a sham of a Democrat. 1st ammendment bitch

Okay now you look and you listen for a minute. I tried being nice. I ,last time I contacted you ,was with severe kindness and total humanitarian truth. You have all the same sins I do. You may be approaching 40 like me but that doesn’t mean you forgot who you were 20 years ago. Do you forget where you were 20 years ago on July 3rd 1997? I certainly do. You cannot run away anymore from Who You Are. You are starting to piss me off and you don’t want to make an enemy out of me. I know you keep blocking me from every account that tries to contact you but you cannot stop the First Amendment. You cannot control my blog and I’ll say your name till I’m blue in the fucking face Chris rieth. I thought you were a good person. I thought we were on the same political side. I see now that your agenda is all about you and material possessions and the fancy places you visit. You are no better than anyone else on this planet. Do you get that? I’m going to show another picture of us too. You can’t make me not exist. I am sick of it. You think I did you wrong. You did me wrong! You did me wrong in so many ways! You may have the world fooled but you don’t have me fooled. You are still the same old narcissistic SOB that you were when you were 17. Do you know think that if you were in dire straights I not help you? Because I would. And I still would. Because we shared five years of something. You may think it was something bad you may think it was something good but it was something. And I am so sick and tired of you denying its existence. Have fun on your little vacations around the world. Do you remember what happened between us exactly 20 years ago? You can tell I’m still a little angry about it and I never got power, an apology, and I’m sorry that I talk so much shit about you when you were doing worse shit than I was doing? Or how about that the whole reason you got addicted to that was because I’m the one that had you try it.Bullshit. other way around. That’s right I’m getting angry and the truth is going to start to come out if you don’t respond to me in some way and apologize. You fucked up my life Christopher. I have a wonderful life now with a wonderful husband but the 10 years that I spent after 1997 I hold me 50% to blame and I hold you 50% to blame and if you don’t know why then you are a complete moron and you don’t belong to be in politics. Stop being something you are not. The truth is out there. You know my love of X-Files. And the truth is not only out there the truth is going to come out if you don’t stop denying my existence. I don’t hate you. I don’t hate anyone. I don’t believe in hate. I don’t understand why you hate me. That only shows what kind of human being you are. No I think I will Grace everyone with another picture of you that I don’t know how I have because you don’t know who I am right? Fuck you Christopher. look who is that in Canada

Ignore me.. you ignore disabled America

You were in  Missouri 20 years ago. You were pretending you were a good Catholic and if you could just forget about what was going on with me it was okay. Where was I?  Do you remember? Should I remind you?  You can keep blocking me  you can keep ignoring me. You can pretend your past doesn’t exist but I will show the world your past exist if you don’t at least  message me back and I hear you, and I am sorry. Or I hear you ,and I am not sorry. Or anything  ,email me ,message me here, you can’t message any of my Facebook accounts cuz he keeps blocking them all ,well ,I think the world should know who you really are before they invest anything in you politically so I am showing the world who you are here he is mr. America  vote away. Just remember what a good job you did voting for number 45 .  Yes ,you’re extremely pissed off at me right now and there’s nothing you can do about it because of the First Amendment.  But you cannot ignore me in your past anymore. I am sick of people like you being in Washington and thinking that your shit doesn’t smell. 

 this is me very overweight because I just got very high dose steroids From my very first attack when I was first diagnosed with multiple sclerosis look who’s sitting right next to me it must be some invisible force that does not exist oh yeah, it’s Chris.

Peace and love to all of my American people even including you asshole  laurelin.

He used to be a good person that’s the sad thing. I don’t know if he’s a good person anymore ,but I don’t think so.  Be careful who you trust,, be careful who you know. And most importantly be careful who you vote for. God Bless America .  And everyone reading this.  All I have ever done is spoken the truth.  And sometimes the truth hurts. But like Fox Mulder says the truth is out there and unfortunately the truth is in Washington .  And unfortunately number 45 is in Washington.  Let’s not letting any more people who pretend to be something they are not 

My ex boyfriend Chris

The last time I brought up my ex boyfriend James Christopher.Rieth I was very surprised as to how many visitors my blog had. I have many pictures of us together and on vacation but I’m not going to post them. This is mostly an experiment to see if I am correct. He and his family has long since blocked me from Facebook. However it is the Modern Age and I have my ways and I’ve seen his Facebook, wedding pictures, and I know he lives in Washington DC. Someone tried to contact me on Facebook the exact same day I wrote The Post. Unfortunately,friends are only allowed to Write answers or message me on Facebook so I have since changed it to public. I am curious if it had anything to do with each other. And I wonder if maybe he is trying to run for office or something. If he is you should know Christopher that I am not the kinda girl to kiss and tell. I’m just curious why that day of all day I had so many visitors. It is strange because I am a simple bloger and I do not have a lot of followers. If anyone  was out there in the world could explain this to me please message me on WordPress or Facebook and explain who you are and what you wanted. By the way, I got all my money to go to Mexico so I don’t need you rieth family anyway. Humanity has taken care of me as I knew they would and I thank  you Humanity. Anyways it has me perplexed please message me or WordPress message me who you are and what you were trying to contact me. No I do not want anything to do with you Christopher. No I do not wish to expose you for exposing you would be exposing myself and that would be silly. I am just perplexed. Important thing is  that I raised the money and Humanity did it and humanity is awesome. Never doubt how much love is it in the hearts of others cuz I never will again. Thank you thank you thank you and bless you peace and love Laurelin 

Someone is always watching

  • I just heard a song that made me think of my old boyfriend. In the middle of the night I go walking in my sleep to the valley of Truth to the river so deep.  is a song by Billy Joel. You know how when you’re young everyone has a song? That was our  song. He is now in politics and I hear he’s doing quite well. I have searched for his entire family on Facebook and I cannot find one. Because he is a political figure I am giving his name James Christopher rieth. I hope you Google my name and see this I need your help. I know you have money and your Family are  very  and wonderful Christians. Multiple sclerosis has gotten terrible. I cannot Eat with utensils and I need a caregiver. I know have the option to go out of the country for stem cells which would  save my life I hope you find this blog and you have it in your heart to help me. I know you are a good person I love seeing your wedding pictures and they are beautiful congratulations. Please help an old girlfriend and Friend by donating to Type  In my name and you will see my write-up about myself and my family. I hope this reaches you Chris God bless and take care
  •  my mom and husband were upset by  this post so I took it down from Facebook
  • I would never speak ill of anyone and I did notHowever this is my blog. And as long as I’m always showing kindness towards others I’m going to write what I want. For it is staying on my domain and I’m not removing it.
  • My thoughts and opinions are mine alone as long as they better  Humanity
  • Even when that human is me!