https://laurelinobrien.com/2019/09/20/a-mans-world/

It is a man’s world. Everyone knows this. I am a very educated woman, but I will never make as much as a man. With the same education, the same experience, I just am missing the body part they have. It is a man’s world. I have a beautiful daughter, and I want her to know that she can do anything a man can do. But let’s face it, it is a man’s world.

Yesterday my husband got a random friend request from a female. It was just her taking selfies in the mirror. I told my husband, I get 8 to 12 friend request a day from Men. I am not stupid. I know what they want. The other day, one actually messaged me that they would give me money for you know what. I am married. My profile says so. What is wrong with people? Why is it that my husband does not get all of these strange friend requests and I do? I will tell you why… Because people think they can get away with it and they hope so bad that this crippled handicap woman will put out. It is ridiculous.

So how do we as women compete? It is simply impossible right now, in the world we live in. We still haven’t had a female president for goodness sake! But let us not forget, girls, that men do rule the world. But women rule the men.

https://laurelinobrien.com/2019/09/16/hero/

I have a hero. But I do not know his or her name. I do not know the sex of this person. I do not know their race. For all I know that person is you. My hero has B+ type blood. I receive at least eight blood transfusions that saved my life. Someone took time out of their day, and donated their Precious Blood to a stranger. And that stranger was me. Thank you for saving my life, whoever you are.

Because of you, I get to watch my daughter grow up. Because of you, my daughter has a mother. I wish so much that I could personally thank you. But I do not know who you are. You have given me the greatest gift on Earth oh, you have given me life.

We talk so much about passing it on. The best way you can pass it on, is to give blood. Take 30 minutes out of your day and donate blood. I promise you it is worth it. You just might save a life. And last year, that life was mine.

https://laurelinobrien.com/2019/09/16/meditation/

I began meditating at age 11. The first time I experienced something profound. I had all these mathematical equations come bombarding into my brain. A year later, I meditated the strange doors before me. I wrote about it. But I lost the journal in a flood. I have recently begun meditating again.I have yet to have a profound of experience however, I do find that the world around the world around calms down when I control my breathing. I know there is something very spiritual behind meditation. I want to tap into it again. I think maybe I’ll just need to just slow down in life. Why not stop and smell the roses? There has to be something behind that ideaTake 10 minutes out of your day and try and meditate. All you have to do is breathe in through the nose and out through the mouth. It is amazing the relaxation you will feel.

https://laurelinobrien.com/2019/09/14/oxytocin-clinic/

today my best friend got married. It was a beautiful day. But internally I’m just not happy. I don’t know what’s wrong with me I thought about writing a status update on social media, but changed my mind. I think I’m going through a mid-life crisis. I am not happy. But I do not know why? What is wrong with I thought about writing a status update on social media, but changed my mind. I think I’m going through a mid-life crisis. I am not happy. But I do not know why? What is wrong with me?! I thought about writing a status update on social media, but changed my mind. I think I’m going through a mid-life crisis. I am not happy. But I do not know why? What is wrong with me?!

I can’t write how I feel Anywhere But Here. Do you know why? It is because my husband and family usually do not read my blog. They do however, read my Facebook status.to truly have an opinion on anything, I have to put it Here.

At age 39, I feel trapped. since my cardiac arrests last year I am restless. I should be happy. I have a wonderful husband, a beautiful daughter, I have a good life. But I think I am going through a midlife crisis. Nothing is like I thought it would be by age 39. Perhaps everyone goes through this. But it is not a happy state of being. I want my happy back.

Life was so exciting when I was 20. What happened? Where did all of my joy go? For goodness sake I have received everything in life I’ve ever wanted, but I still feel unfulfilled I have been married 10 years, I think I need a Date. I know that sounds crazy, but I mean that feeling you get the first time you go out with someone. Oxytocin that beautiful drug you get when you are pregnant or on a first date. Why can’t we get that over the counter?

So I apologize to you, my fellow Traveler in life. I have nowheres else to complain. And unfortunately for you, you have to listen. Because God knows I don’t want to even listen to my self. I am serious about that oxytocin Thing though. We should Market it. We could take care of this midlife crisis problem together! If I had my hands on some of that I would not be worried.

my entire life, I have said that my thirties will be and my forties will rock. I am so glad to be 39. It is almost over. I am thinking this is a part that everyone goes through, have I done everything in life I wanted to? midlife crisis suck. I want that oxytocin.

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