Lincoln Park said it best, in the end it doesn’t really matter. I have heard my entire life, that your life flashes before your eyes when you die. Well I died, and no life flashed before my eyes. I don’t know who came up with this, but it certainly is not true. And I want my life to flash before my eyes. And I want to only see my child. Everything else seemed so meaningless.

Maybe life did not Flash before my eyes because I have not lived enough. I have to tell you, the reader, that death is very comfortable. It’s not scary at all. In fact, it is life that is far more complicated than death. In the movie hook, in the early 1990s, Robin Williams says, deaths would be a great Adventure. But to live would be the Greatest Adventure of all. Robin Williams has been my hero since his performance in Dead Poets Society. I never thought that this line from Hook would be true. But it is. Death is easy. Life is hard.

If you ever experienced this flash of the life before your eyes, please tell me about it. I really want to experience it. I have to admit, I’m a little disappointed in my deathly experience. It really wasn’t that bad .Does that mean I’m boring? Or does it mean it wasn’t my time.?

It’s not fair. I thought all my questions would be answered after death, but they we’re not. In fact, I am left with more questions than answers