I am always sick as my immune system grows new antibodies. However ,it is getting less and today I don’t feel like I have a cold. It has been an up-and-down roller-coaster of my multiple sclerosis being better, than my multiple sclerosis being worse, and back and forth over and over again. But that’s exactly what’s supposed to happen. My bladder and bowels finally do work. That alone is a miracle. You guys have always worn underwear but trust me wearing depends sucks all the time. But now I get to wear that wonderful breathable cotton underwear. In December it will be my 1 year and I’m sure I will see even better results after one year. That is one I can get my MMR and chicken pox vaccines. For now I just have to be patient and wait for my white blood cells to divide and grow stronger. I am having a new life party in October in Binghamton and I looking forward to that. I am at the start of a new life. It’s kind of weird I always knew I died of complications due to multiple sclerosis. Now I have no idea how I’m going to die. And I think that’s the way it’s supposed to be. Because it sure makes me feel better. I am on a lot of steroids and still getting some chemotherapy but a very low dose and the steroids do make me a little bit crazy so I’m trying to only stay on my blog site. If you’re ever in the Binghamton area stop by my party Beautiful Dreamer. However I know some of you live in India and turkey and I certainly don’t expect you can make it. 🙂 I can’t wait for the day that I can tell you I’m walking with a cane. I will get there soon. Thanks to all who raised money to get me stem cells. Now I just have to wait. Patience is a virtue.one I dislike very much.
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Depression. Hate. Hurt. Angry. Is there a difference? ☆
https://laurelinobrien.com/depression-hate-hurt-angry-is-there-a-difference-%e2%98%86/
Why are we cursed and blessed with this thing called emotion? Let us go on a poetic Journey as we try to figure out what emotion is for

Modern myth
https://laurelinobrien.com/modern-myth-2/
Loudest go on a short poetic Journey while we discover what is myths and what is reality.

Superstitions ☆
https://laurelinobrien.com/superstitions-%e2%98%86/
Go on a poetic Journey with me to explore something that is not always as it seems to be…

The Rebirth of a dead City ☆
https://laurelinobrien.com/the-rebirth-of-a-dead-city/
I will WordPress this but I am not going to put it on social media because it is not to be read aloud at my event this coming Saturday. Where I will take people on a poetic Journey on why we need to come together to save my city of Binghamton New York.
Doormat
https://laurelinobrien.com/doormat/
Come on up poetic Journey with me as we experience the life of a doormat

3 great things
https://laurelinobrien.com/3-great-things/
There are three great things to come out of my city of Binghamton New York. Come on a poetic Journey with me as we try to discover what three things these are.

My three dads. A short Memoir into my life.
https://laurelinobrien.com/my-three-dads-a-short-memoir-into-my-life/
There are some grammatical errors in that switch isolator fix one being the word aunt my great-aunt had multiple sclerosis but other than that it’s readable. I apologize I’ve been having trouble with my voice app. But I hope you will enjoy this small glimpse into my life.

Insomnia
https://laurelinobrien.com/insomnia/

Go on a poetic Journey with me to experience what insomnia is really like. I have had diagnosed insomnia since I was 12. They still don’t know why and no medicine or any narcotics have ever helped me when it flares up it just flares up
Poetry
https://laurelinobrien.com/poetry/
What exactly is art? Let us go on a poetic journey and think about it.














