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I have never had so much joy in my heart. So many wonderful people friends family and strangers are helping me to make my dreams come true and get stem cells. I’m even being interviewed by a local news channel tomorrow. I hope they raise enough money for stem cells but even more so I hope that stem cells help me and I have a new life. I am so excited for the future and I haven’t felt that way in over 10 years. I hope and I pray that all of you can someday feel the joy that I feel in my heart. There is nothing better than having faith in humanity and your fellow human beings. Can You Feel It in the Air? It is all around you you just have to reach out and grab it. Ask for help when you need it. Pass it along and I swear it will come back to you tenfold. Be the humanity that I know we all can be. Think of it as a computer we are all connected all of us there is no Six Degrees of Separation. There is no separation. As soon as we all feel it and believe it it will come true for all of you. I have never felt so good in my life. I have never had so much joy and hope for tomorrow. I know it’s possible I know things get tough sometimes but there is always hope never let go of that. If it happened to me it can happen for any one of you you just have to reach out. Trust your God and your fellow man all of the gods are the same God is about love. Once we learned this and stop fighting over God and realize this is not what he wants your heart will be lifted up. Even if you do not believe in God believe in yourselves believe in nature believe in the circle of life. I’m telling you it works it is conceivable. I am for all of you to help change the world be a part of this Collective. We are all the same. There’s no better joy than feeling this and knowing this. I hope for all of you that someday you can feel the way I do right now. 

Bless you all whatever your religion or lack thereof it is about that human connection. Don’t lose your head don’t lose your joy. I promise it will happen for all of you peace and love Laurelin 

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• Before I go out of the country for stem cells I wanted to make amends with the three people that I have trouble with that I’ve known for over 30 years and I wanted to give my forgiveness and ask for forgiveness to one of them. Only one of them even opened my message on Facebook LOL. That is totally OK forgiveness is about your self forgiveness is about making your heart lifted of the burdens you carry. So now although probably none of them forgive me or accept my friendship or forgiveness that is ok because I tried. That is all we can do in life is try to be better human beings. To understand that humanity is a collection of us all and we all have work. I must admit I don’t find work in any of these three people but I’m sure they have some. I am also sure that I am in a better place because I tried and did all I could to make things right. That is all we can do guys just try our best. So when I do go to get stem cells no matter what happens I know I myself am in a good place. Do not let anger or hurt or personal issues upset you and getting what you need in life it simply is not worth it just try your best. We are all here on this planet for a purpose what purposes I have no idea. Although I know it’s a better world when you let go of the baggage. The baggage only brings you down remember your strength remember you are part of the human Collective and that makes you amazing. Always love yourself as I love you even if I don’t know you. Humanity is all we got guys let’s not forget to love each other and to always try to make amends even when others don’t accept them. 4 months to stem cells raise your hands in the air for me and Say it’s about time! I am in so much pain all the time but I am truly in a good place in my heart. I wish the same for all of you. Peace and love Laurelin