What a beautiful day to scroll.

It’s a beautiful fall day, but I have something to say!

On Facebook, you see, that’s just between you and me.

Then I promise we will do something fun.

Just wait for this cat video to be done!

Just one more scroll, this is important, it’s two cats!

A dog just entered. Anarchy! Oh rats!

Okay, let me hit post and we’re out of here!

Wait, my phone just pinged, real quick let me check.

My post got too angry faces? 😠 what a wreck!

Just let me reply, then we will go!

It’s just social media. Not real. I know. I know.

But she just blocked me!

And now I’m pissed. So…

I’m sorry, girl, I don’t think I can go.

Next time. My treat! Why did you say no?

Oh wait a minute, just let me real quick scroll.

Everybody wants to own a gun

Welcome to this world there’s no turning back.

How we stay alive, we must prepare to attack

Buy your bullets at the station

There’s no time for relaxation

Everybody needs to own a gun

In first grade you’re given one at 5,

Train to always stay alive

Look out for the enemy!

See there kids, he is behind that tree!

What’s his crime you ask of me?

Simple he doesn’t look like you and me!

Everybody wants to own a gun.

There’s a world where we all look alike

Place where there is no need for fright!

It has been there right inside you.

Put the gun down, look around you!

He wants to kill you just as bad as you him.

He was trained too. Kill people with the different skin

The cycle never ends. Until all the bullets are in your head.

Zombies field with lead walking around until they’re dead.

No history book will write of those days..

We forget. Time Settles. We come out of our Haze!

Welcome to this world. There’s no turning back.

How we stay alive, we must prepare to attack..

Drama Rama

How can you not love drama? Especially when you’re the center of attention. It’s even better when someone else is Center. And everyone can revolve around them.

We are social creatures. And we love drama. Maybe you don’t, but as a species we very much do. I personally have always loved the drama. And half the time that ends up being a bad thing. But I don’t care. I’m disabled. Life is short. Laugh when you can laugh. Live it up when you can live it up. And yeah, spread the drama. I love it

Just don’t hurt my friends. It’s fun to ride the drama roller coaster, but eventually you have to get off.

And after all the bridges are burned,

We find ourselves on an island with no Bridge!

Do you? Don’t you?

Everyday I think about messaging someone. But I do not. Because what I want to say to her would be very hurtful. And what is the point in hurting someone, other than to make yourself feel better? I don’t want to make anyone hurt. But I also don’t want to keep things buried inside. But for the sake of other people’s well-being, I do. And I hope that is good mitzvah. Because of that’s the only reason I do it. I realize most of what I do in life is for good mitzvah. I don’t even know if it will pay off, but I don’t want to take any chances! So everything in my life comes down to two questions, do you? Or don’t you? The decision to make make all the difference. So Choose Wisely

You’re as cold as ice

Ice is here. But have no fear!

They don’t come for you.

You are not brown, you live in town.

You’re probably white too!

I am disabled, but I’m white, so I’ll be all right, right?

Don’t know you can’t work, might come for you too.

That’s messed up. Was a teacher. Got sick.

But you’re worthless now, that’s the stick.

Ice won’t come for me I have a house.

But we need to check and see what’s in there,

I swear it’s only me. My dog, my cat, maybe a mouse.

We have a right to see. We are ice! You see?

You think you live in a free country? You don’t. Welcome to the new America. Don’t like it? Get out!

Don’t let the Border guards kick you on the way out!

USA, ice is here, have no fear!

Maybe where a bandage on your arm to be clear,

We don’t want to accidentally Deport you, my dear!

Didn’t we make the Jewish people wear something in the past?

Don’t worry, ice is not Nazis. No swastika. Just a mask!

We Know Who You Are, but you don’t know us, we are just ice.

Here to make a better America! Where you don’t think twice.

But we promised everything will be nice! πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ

You’re as cold as ice

Ice is here. But have no fear!

They don’t come for you.

You are not brown, you live in town.

You’re probably white too!

I am disabled, but I’m white, so I’ll be all right, right?

Don’t know you can’t work, might come for you too.

That’s messed up. Was a teacher. Got sick.

But you’re worthless now, that’s the stick.

Ice won’t come for me I have a house.

But we need to check and see what’s in there,

I swear it’s only me. My dog, my cat, maybe a mouse.

We have a right to see. We are ice! You see?

You think you live in a free country? You don’t. Welcome to the new America. Don’t like it? Get out!

Don’t let the Border guards kick you on the way out!

USA, ice is here, have no fear!

Maybe where a bandage on your arm to be clear,

We don’t want to accidentally Deport you, my dear!

Didn’t we make the Jewish people wear something in the past?

Don’t worry, ice is not Nazis. No swastika. Just a mask!

We Know Who You Are, but you don’t know us, we are just ice.

Here to make a better America! Where you don’t think twice.

But we promised everything will be nice! πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ

Expendable

I don’t think the Moon is natural. I thought this for a long time! And I’m not alone. Many scientists and academic figures think this. The Moon is weird! It makes sense that something brought it here. A long time ago. Because life could not exist without the Moon. And that’s no accident.

That being said, who put it here and why? And what do they think of us? They obviously took out the dinosaurs. Will we be as Expendable as in them? I think that is why the government always says we can’t handle the truth about aliens!

They think we would all freak out, if we knew the truth. Well now you know the truth. Something put the moon here, too allow us to thrive. All we are is an experiment. But which alien experiment are we?

Maybe the dinosaurs were the reptilians experiment. And different aliens were fighting them and won the war so they killed the dinosaurs, and made us! Made us in their image. Sounds a lot like a book you know right?

Now that we know this is true. That we are an experiment. That makes us expendable. Whose experiment are we? When the experiment ends what happens to us? We have never owned this planet. We are just a part of some sick experiment going on with other entities in control. Are they worried that when we know the truth we will just do whatever the fuck we want? Could that be why they invented religion? Hmm..

I’m pretty sure you were supposed to live on Mars. Our body is made for the gravity of Mars. Our bodies naturally sync up with the cycle of Mars not earth. I think we were first on Mars. A successful experiment. That somebody or something took out. You know that big scrape in the side of the planet that looks like something literally attacked it? Maybe something did. Destroy the atmosphere. Destroyed the experiment there.

So they redo their experiment here on Earth. But who is doing it? Who brought the moon to this planet to make it an experiment? So many questions and no answers!

I think about this shit everyday. Every day. Am I crazy? If I am you can’t prove it. Yet another question with no answer πŸ˜‚

The future is set.

I’m sure all of you have seen Terminator 2. Sarah Connor lied to you. She said, there is no fate. They’re totally is. And you cannot Escape it! Everything you do and say is preordained. It was meant to be said, it was meant to happen, just accept it.

I am 45. I have had a great life. And it’s not over! But I know everything that has happened to me was meant to happen to me. And I enjoy going on social media and arguing with all of you, but I know it’s pointless πŸ˜‚

Everything that is happening right now has already happened. Why can people see into the future? They can’t. They are seeing what already happened. You are just experiencing this moment. But some people have the ability to see moment that are yet to come. But they are only yet to come in your perception. Just enjoy it.

We don’t just enjoy our lives anymore. You are so lucky to have this moment. Right now! Reading this. And I know as I write it, it’s already been written. I just got the joy of the perception of being the author.

We all feel like we’re different. Different entities. But we’re not! We are all one. Talking to each other talking to ourselves, collecting data to bring back to our greater source. It’s pretty beautiful.

Once you really know this in your heart. You do not fear death. Because you know there is no death. You were alive before you were born! Just a different form. Life comes in all forms but energy cannot be created nor destroyed. So why in the hell would you think that your death means it’s over? It’s Not Over. Till the fat lady sings

And she’s never coming. Her song has not even been written yet. Oh but it has! Everything has already been written. In our perception, the fat lady has not sung. But not only has she already sung, the song is not written! Quantum physics is fun right? Have a wonderful day. Whatever you do, remember you’ve already done it. πŸ˜‚

Time

Time to write a blog. Otherwise, I will go on Facebook and randomly post. Which only annoys people. They don’t want to see your post all the time! So I’m coming here. To randomly let my mind go wild!

I think a lot about time. Which I don’t think it’s real. But I very much enjoy it! And I could not live life without using it. How else would I measure my day? Or anything? You need time. It is a great invention. But it’s not real. It is only an invention.

And somewhere in history we forgot this. We even refer to space as time space. Anything that happens to time happens to space! But there is no time. There is only space. When did we forget this? We divided our day into meal time. Breakfast lunch dinner. But it’s still time. An invention to make our lives easier. Which it does! But you have to stop believing it’s real. Because it’s not!

I was born in 1980. I have no idea when I will die. But it will be the exact same time that I was born in 1980! Because there is no time. There is only now.

The Egyptians knew this. The Sumerians knew this. When did we forget this? There is no time!

The time you spend on this planet, it’s a wonderful thing. Make the best of it. Learn the most. Be the best you you can be. Because it’s over so quick. Don’t you always tell your children that? Don’t grow up kids! But they do.

You get some life, to give them time, to experience things. But that time is not real. It’s a miraculous invention. And at some point they will die. And that will be sad. But take comfort in the fact, but they are also being born at the same time. Which does not exist. Because there is only now!

The Egyptians and the Sumerians that I speak of, they are alive in this time. But time is not real. They exist now. Just like you do. It’s a beautiful thing. And when we let go of time, there will finally only be space.

And then and only then, can we join the Galactic Federation. Or whatever you want to call it! Everything else in existence. That long ago let go of time.

I am an ancient astronaut theorist. I do believe long ago they came to our planet and they messed with our DNA and created Homo Sapien sapiens! My brain has trouble comprehending but this is happening right now. But it is. Because there is no time. I know it’s crazy. Because we perceive everything in linear we are born. We grow old. We die. But no. You existed before you existed. You have always existed. And you will always will! Maybe in another form. I don’t know but energy cannot be created or destroyed. And you are pure energy. Let go of time. Every atom in your body at one time was in a star. And yet here you are! It’s amazing. It’s beautiful. We are given the ability to question it and proceed, and deny it if we want to.

But there is no time. Let It Go. It makes your life better. Thanks for partaking my rambling! Sometimes my brain just needs to do this.

Little box

Who Am i? Yes, I’m liberal. Yes, I’m a democrat. But am I? I have so many social media accounts I don’t know who I am anymore.

I mean, I know who I am πŸ˜‚ I am a liberal Democrat from New York. So why do I have accounts for my cat? Why do I have different X accounts and Facebook accounts. Oh, and I created one on t i k t a k. So, I am putting myself in Little Boxes.

Is there any way to get away from this? I don’t think so. We put ourselves into boxes. And we don’t stray from our box. And I don’t think it’s very healthy anymore. So, I have purposely created other boxes for me to explore.

The problem with this is you get very confused! And you don’t know who to hate anymore. You don’t know who the bad guy is anymore. Because he starts to realize everyone is the bad guy! Including you. And that is a really horrible realization to come to.

So I’m going to stop creating little boxes. Because we are all in one! Are you in a conservative box? Are you in a liberal box? Are you in a m a g a box? Or maybe you are in a Democrat box? Or maybe you think you’re an independent. You don’t have time for any of this shit. So you make yourself that box. But you’re still in a box!

So I stop. I breathe. Stop creating boxes. Too many boxes. Too many accounts. Stick with one! But then I realized I don’t want to do that either. Because certain people will not follow liberal me. Which is who I really am! But I have found really wonderful people on my conservative box. Conservative profile. Yes I have to pretend that I think Life Begins the conception. But you come to realize that they aren’t bad. They just believe what they believe. Just like you. I’m pretty sure I am right and life does not begin at conception, but who the hell am I to say?

It gives whole new meaning to the song, little boxes. And do we put ourselves in these boxes! Only to be put in a final box six feet underground. There is no escaping boxes.