Alone

I am always all alone

Today I had no phone

scared to think had pain been done

No way to reach 911

I died at age 38

My life till then had been great

Stay-at-home mother and wife

No job, no Adventure, no real life

Everything I do is for someone

Never for me, where is the fun?

I am always just here on the floor

There is nothing. nothing in store

Yes, sometimes life seems too tough.

Damn it, I have had enough!

I can’t keep living just for you

Fuck your reality. Mine is true

Sad to say, I say with a groan,

Life sucks, when you are all alone

Grateful

Glad for one more day

Reflecting on which way

All that has happened, and to come

Thoughts flow, and comfort some

Even when lost, I am found

Forever, though, I make no sound

Under every stone, you will find me

let us close our eyes, so we can see