I do have a beautiful mind. I do. I don’t use it enough. I know this. I should write a book. About my life. My life has been mega interesting. I was raised without running water electricity. Vegetarian. Then my mom married a taxidermist! Lol My life has been weird. And then I got multiple sclerosis. In high school! That sucked. So much for my cheerleading career lol so yeah I should write a book. I could inspire others. But that seems like it would take so long. And I don’t know if I have the energy in me to write a book. Instead, I spend my day trying to stay alive. So far I’m successful. That’s how I spend every day. I wake up and I say, just for today I will stay alive. Yes I could write a very interesting book. Probably could make some money. But I have to not be lazy. And I’m lazy. And I have multiple sclerosis. Life is tough. I can’t type. I am using a voice application right now. And I don’t want to write a book with a voice application. So everyday it’s just about survival. And that’s okay because so far today is a great day. I’m still alive.