This is by far the hardest blog I have ever written. My best friend of 15 years has been charged with some terrible things. To put it mildly he is a predator he is a pedophile. He had the nerve to ask my husband for help with how to download things without people knowing. Thank God my husband did not tell him. Now that he has been arrested I know that it was to look at child pronography. I am so Disturbed and heartbroken. I have a 7 year old daughter. She loved him very much and doesn’t understand why if he comes to the door she must not let him in. It is not a conversation I am willing to have with a 7 year old. God only knows what else he has done. He came to my benefit to help me get stem cells. Over a decade ago he helped me get through rehab. He was one of my only friends that stood by me because all the other ones wanted to get me hooked on drugs again. I feel like a fool that I did not see all the signs. For example he only dated women that had daughters. I feel so foolish and just so ashamed. I know everyone says that there’s no way I could have known. Evil comes in the kindest packages. It shows up without you having a clue. He had the cojones to stop at my house and tell me his house got raided. He has been all over the news so of course I found out the truth. Yet still he messaged me that he had lost his phone and to call him at this number. I of course did not because I know that the cops kept his phone because he had inappropriate videos on it. he had the nerve to ask my husband for help with how to download things without people knowing thank God my husband did not tell him now that he has been arrested I know that it was to look at c**************** I am so disturb and heartbroken I have a7 year old daughter she loved him very much and doesn’t understand why if he comes to the door not let him in it is not a conversation I am willing to have with a 7 year old God only knows what else he has done he came to my benefit to help me get stem cells. over a decade ago he helped me get through rehab he was one of my only friends that was good by me because all the other ones wanted to get me hooked on drugs again I feel like a fool that I did not see all the signs for example he only dated women that had daughters I feel so foolish and just so ashamed I know everyone says that there’s no way I could have known evil come in the kindest packages it shows up without you having a clue he had the Cajon 8 to stop at my house and tell me his house got raided he has been all over the news so of course I found out the truth. Yet still he messaged me that he had lost his phone and to call him at this number are you of course did not because I know that the cops kept his phone because he had inappropriate videos onTell me how many you get?? How  can such Horror exist in the world ?n we must look out for one another. Thank God I have wonderful Neighbors and we look out for each other. I am so Disturbed and horrified but there’s no way I could have known. This has made me aware that you simply cannot trust anyone especially with your children. By the grace of God he has never been alone with my child. But I can’t help but think of all of the children’s lives he might have destroyed. We have to stop bickering amongst each other and be there for each other. It does take a village to raise a child and we must keep the sick sons of a b****** out of our village. I am writing this blog mostly for myself. I do not want to post to social media as I am so embarrassed and just mortified. All of the fighting over Republicans and Democrats who gives a s***? There are real evilness in this world. That is what we need to focus on. We need to protect the innocence of our children. In fact maybe I will post this to social media. If I could be tricked then it could happen to anybody. Be part of the village to protect the innocent. If it could happen to me it could sadly happen to anyone. Peace and love to you all my fellow man. Let’s remember what is really important in this world. Not party lines. Not he said she said b*******. We must protect our children. They will one day rule the world. Let’s make sure they rule with dignity and respect. And make  to remember what is really important in this world. I’m not saying that the government doesn’t matter. but someday that same government will be run by the Youth of the country today. Let us make sure that they learn well and protect them with all of your might

Peace and love and more love Laurelin🌻