I just want full disclosure. The world knows aliens exist. We know. We are sick of the government thinking they are keeping anything from us. We know they’re not really in control. Why won’t they just tell us? They say it will make religion collapse. They say it will make the economy collapse. Well let’s get to it already!
Author: laurelinobrien
Another One Bites the Dust
And another one gone, and another one gone, another one bites the dust.
I am only 44! Stop dying, friends. Stop it. And this time an OD on purpose. Suicide. You know what this bitch thinks about that. Pisses me off yep I just heard from my friend. She’s gone. I am sorry my friends, I get angry with you when you kill yourself.
I have multiple sclerosis. Life is hard. All it does is get harder. I’d love to walk, I’d love to feed myself, I’d love to write my name, but you know what it’s not going to happen, I adapt. I don’t fucking kill myself. I’m sorry I’m just a little pissed off. This blog isn’t going the way I thought it would bury the it’s not inspirational at all is it? Well if you’re reading this don’t kill yourself. There you go there’s some inspiration.
I just have no use for this when I hear this. You get one life. Why would you shorten it?
So yes Another One Bites the dust. At 44! Do you know how many friends I’ve lost? Drugs, suicide, on accident, murder, yeah that one was fun. And he was only 23. Since then I’ve lost more friends than I can count.
You’re only supposed to lose this many people when you’re old. I’m only middle-aged. What the fuck is so bad with your life that you have to kill yourself? At least pick up the phone and call me first please
The truth.
The truth.
I’m gonna let you in on a secret. And it’s terrifying.
You wonder if there is a place called heaven and hell? There’s not. And there kind of is .You are in hell right now.
All of us are. You have lived many lives. You just don’t remember them. You have a soul. It did something very bad. What?I don’t know , We will never know. That is part of the hell we are forced to live in.
When this life is over, you will cease to exist. But not really. Just your body, you will not die. Your soul will jump to the next body You will inhabit. A new life will be born . But it is not really a new life. s just the same soul in the different body
This is the hell they have created for us. Who? why? you don’t know. But I know we all did something bad to be here. And there’s no way you can get out.
You might be reborn as a little Asian boy. or Indian girl. It doesn’t matter. We are all in hell. Choice is an illusion .
It always was. It’s brilliant when you think about it. Whoever came out with the space prison that is the earth.
We fight about politics. Religion. God. It’s all a distraction. It’s not real. It’s pointless. You will just die and you will wake up a new person. I mean no memory of this life. So what was the point in all your Troubles.
There is none. It will just repeat like it always does. You know that Sphinx there in Egypt?
They’ve always been watching over us. Little ants in an ant farm we are. Trapped in a hell we can’t escape.
Now I thought what if I just killed myself I wouldn’t really be killing myself. You would just wake up a new baby., Having no memory of this life. It’s a trap.
You’ve been alive for centuries. We all have
We are so obsessed with leaving this planet because we think we can escape that way. No, you can’t. Imagine you escape and go to Mars.
Eventually, you will die on Mars. And you will wake up a baby on Earth.
You are in space Prison. We all are. And it’s so tricky if we all figure it out and riot. It doesn’t matter. Eventually, you will die , the cycle repeats.. This is the most brilliant prison.!
A small part of me feels bad for telling you the truth.
But I can’t live in this hell by myself.
So you’re welcome.
I wonder what I did to get myself here thousands of years ago. It doesn’t matter. There is no escaping this hell. Now that I’ve told you you’re in it, what will you do? The same thing as me. Nothing.. Admit defeat. Whoever created this hell they win.
Unless you can think of a way to escape this hell, let me know. I think the only way you can escape is if you meditate yourself to death.00
Become a light being. Certain monks have done it. Seems like a lot of hard work, though. You have to meditate for eight days straight until your heart stops
. Then you become a light being, and you can actually leave this Earth. Maybe the monks are the only ones that figured it out.
Or maybe they’re Buddha’s? I can’t remember, but I think that Might be The only way out.
I have to tell you I’m not up for it. I wish I was. And i’m sad I know The truth. Aren’t you?
Don’t worry.. You will die and wake up a new baby. Having no memory that you ever knew you were in hell.
Whatever I did in the cosmos to bring me here I repent. But I have this sinking feeling it doesn’t matter.
The algorithm.
Alga rhythm.
I don’t see my friends anymore. They are of different political view.
I am pretty sure the reason I don’t see them is because of you.
It wasn’t like this in the beginning. I saw everyone on Facebook.
But then with Unfollow, Restricted, And other Buttons, liberties you took.
You should have just left us all alone.
Maybe then once in a while we’d pick up the phone.
We are all in a bubble. And it’s probably your fault.
It’s FUCKED up. The system is rigged. We are a file, in the freaking vault!
Uncle Sam., You did it with our eyes wide awake.
Shame on us. But you made one mistake.
My husband taught me this. And it’s true.
Technology will always fail you
Where is my mind?
I am always Engaged in talking With total strangers online. And I have no idea what this is doing to my brain Long term
Will they find out in 200 years that smartphones fried Our brains? We thought it possibly could not create damage only help us. Like AI is going to do?
All this technology is happening too fast.
Even the blog I am now writing on I don’t know what half the Functions do. What happens when I do this I don’t know.
Oh now everything’s in red. All this technology is just too much for me.
Where is my mind going to be in 20 years? Will I get an implant and be able to walk? Probably not. But anything is possible.
There is too much stimulation going into my brain. What am I doing to myself? My daughter is already so much Better with technology than I.
Is this just How It’s gonna be generation after generation?
Only to find out in a 1000 years that’s smart phones Began the rot of our brain.
Conspiracy
Conspiracy
I am not a flower I am a cat
But every hour someone tells me the opposite of that.
Earthquakes in Turkey. They say it’s man-made.
COVID-19 was manufactured to bring you to the grave.
The Train Derailment In Palestine yeah that was man-made 2.
In case you’re wondering the man will be the death of you.
The Hawaiian fires were on purpose.
Don’t you know?
Climate change has nothing to do with it for SHUW
This is beginning to feel like paranoia
Paranoia will destroy YA.
Let’s go back to my picture.
What do you see?
Am I a flower or a cat or maybe I’m just me?
Don’t listen to what people say
Trust yourself or you will get in the way
Of facts. Reality.
I know sometimes it’s tough.
But don’t invent bullshit just because it gets rough.
There is no conspiracy.
I’m just a fucking cat.
And honestly there’s nothing wrong with that.
laurelinobrien 