Because I’ve forgotten what ‘fine’  feels like. I feel pain. Agony and more  pain. Because I want to wear underwear again; not  shit  or piss  myself daily.  Because no one should live  as medicated as I.   Because I want to teach again and  not be on disability.  Because I want to leave this house. Hold my child. Be the mom she deserves Because I could be you. Please go to helphopelive.org and donate to help make these things happen.

peace n love L .O’B rien