I usually right A Blog about what I want for the upcoming year. As you see I want a free Ukraine. I am 44!

This will be a great year because I’m turning 45. Born in 1980 it’s pretty easy to remember my age. I like the years that are multiples of five, you never forget where you are or where you’re going.

Where do you think we are headed this year? Please say aliens please say aliens please say aliens 👽

I just don’t know anymore! Yes, I believe in aliens, do they believe in US? Worse, they probably don’t like us very much! We are the newbies of the universe. The babies. We still think time is real LOL

We will not become Interstellar until we realize that there is no time. Humans made it up. And we live by it. There is no time! Time to catch the bus. Time to go to bed, time to eat your lunch, humans are programmed to live based on time.

Perhaps this is the year we will finally realize time is an illusion! Yes we perceive a past present and future. It’s beautiful. It’s fun. Enjoy it. It’s really all happening at the same time. Right now you’re being bored, and you’re dying, and yes you’re immortal!

Let go of your individual consciousness. You will only remember this life. But you have had many lives before this month. And you’ll have many after this one.

We still think time and space are related. AKA space time. But in reality there is no time there is only space! And until we figure this out we’re never going to be Interstellar.

Why do you think I don’t fear death? I’ve already died! I’ve already been born I’ve already lived, it’s an eternity of experience. What will my next perception be?

Perhaps I will be an Asian man. Who knows? Having no memory of this life. The time you spend living does not matter. There is no time. You’re so is just learning. Collecting data. That’s it. Let go of time. I know we are ready. Right now, you’re thinking what am I going to have for dinner? At what time am I going to eat it? Will I have time for a shower? Our little species has become obsessed with this thing that’s not real! If this helps, things you do right now, can be affecting what you do as a baby. Yes, I said that. I swear to God the other day I made myself poop into my father’s hand. When’s did this happen in my past? I don’t know. But I know my thought made it happen. Your thought is so much more valuable than you think. Thought matters. Space matters. Time does not. We will get there as little humans. I don’t know when but we will. Until then, it’s time to go.

We’ve reached a point where we’ve had enough

Let’s just say, times are Beyond rough.

So what are we going to do?

I don’t know, how about you?

Does this s*** matter when you die?

That’s what I contemplate, you and I.

I have this feeling I’ve lived before.

It’s a fact I can’t ignore.

And I think I get reincarnated after death every time.

And now I will tell you and write this rhyme.

I don’t want to be here anymore.

Now, I don’t mean dead, I need off this planet, it’s a bore.

I’ve been here for millennia. Eternity. It’s exhausting.

When you are ass old as me, all you want is some damn frosting.

For this life that is cake.

And probably made a couple mistakes

But that’s okay, cuz you’re going to die!

And you won’t remember this life neither will i!

And you’ll just be reborn. I don’t know who you’ll be.

Doesn’t matter. You’re a container. Your soul is never free

Do you understand now? You are in Earth prison. Been here a while?

Me too! It’s annoying. Let’s Get Off This Rock. SpaceX with style.

But I’ve thought about this, it won’t work either you see.

So we take SpaceX to Mars, then die where’s the soul go? You’re never free!

You’re just born into another body back here on Earth welcome home!

You will really learn everything. How to walk Talk use the phone.

But it doesn’t matter. Live your life have fun.

I’m supposed to say you only have one,

But you don’t. You’ll live again. And again and again and again!

Welcome to Earth’s prison or back, my friend!

It’s funny, why we are you so afraid of this place called hell.

And if you haven’t figured out you’re probably here can’t you tell?

Stop worrying about everything. Doesn’t matter. Not anymore.

Figure out a way to leave, and please show me the door.

Are you on.X, formally Twitter? You will remember Twitter as a place of fun. Not anymore. Now you will see Donald Trump, posts about Donald Trump, people who like Donald Trump, and if you’re lucky, you might read about Donald Trump. This is what x has come to.

Before you go to y or Z, you will now always think of Donald Trump and Elon Musk. How sad for the letter x. Not that there’s anything wrong with the either of those people I suppose if you are right wing.

But it’s fair that the letter x is now equated with that wing? How sad. When I think of the letter a. I think of the beginning of the alphabet. Apples. When I think of the letter x I used to think of xylophone. No more. And that’s very sad for the letter x.

I wonder sometimes if you k n o w what Elon Musk has done to that letter? It will never be the same after this. Who is going to invite x to the party? Certainly not f for Facebook. Or I for Instagram. No x will be in a party of one

Personally, I have always been fond of the letter L. Double L, in fact. And who can not love love!

But x. Really never had a chance after X marks the spot. If you don’t have a treasure map, the letter X always makes you think of the EX boyfriend or girlfriend. And who wants that?

And now that letter is a failing social media. We are sorry X. Hopefully, throughout the ages you can forget this ever happened. You can go back to being exciting! Excellent, extremely exhilarated by The Forgotten days of when Elon Musk destroyed your legacy! We won’t let him do this to you, X. Soon you will remind us of Y and Z again. Promise x x

I just want full disclosure. The world knows aliens exist. We know. We are sick of the government thinking they are keeping anything from us. We know they’re not really in control. Why won’t they just tell us? They say it will make religion collapse. They say it will make the economy collapse. Well let’s get to it already!

https://laurelinobrien.com/2024/09/14/another-one-bites-the-dust/

And another one gone, and another one gone, another one bites the dust.

I am only 44! Stop dying, friends. Stop it. And this time an OD on purpose. Suicide. You know what this bitch thinks about that. Pisses me off yep I just heard from my friend. She’s gone. I am sorry my friends, I get angry with you when you kill yourself.

I have multiple sclerosis. Life is hard. All it does is get harder. I’d love to walk, I’d love to feed myself, I’d love to write my name, but you know what it’s not going to happen, I adapt. I don’t fucking kill myself. I’m sorry I’m just a little pissed off. This blog isn’t going the way I thought it would bury the it’s not inspirational at all is it? Well if you’re reading this don’t kill yourself. There you go there’s some inspiration.

I just have no use for this when I hear this. You get one life. Why would you shorten it?

So yes Another One Bites the dust. At 44! Do you know how many friends I’ve lost? Drugs, suicide, on accident, murder, yeah that one was fun. And he was only 23. Since then I’ve lost more friends than I can count.

You’re only supposed to lose this many people when you’re old. I’m only middle-aged. What the fuck is so bad with your life that you have to kill yourself? At least pick up the phone and call me first please

https://laurelinobrien.com/2024/05/09/the-truth/

I’m gonna let you in on a secret. And it’s terrifying.

You wonder if there is a place called heaven and hell? There’s not. And there kind of is .You are in hell right now.
All of us are. You have lived many lives. You just don’t remember them. You have a soul. It did something very bad. What?I don’t know , We will never know. That is part of the hell we are forced to live in.

When this life is over, you will cease to exist. But not really. Just your body, you will not die. Your soul will jump to the next body You will inhabit. A new life will be born . But it is not really a new life. s just the same soul in the different body

This is the hell they have created for us. Who? why? you don’t know. But I know we all did something bad to be here. And there’s no way you can get out.

You might be reborn as a little Asian boy. or Indian girl. It doesn’t matter. We are all in hell. Choice is  an illusion .

It always was. It’s brilliant when you think about it. Whoever came out with the space prison that is the earth.

We fight about politics. Religion. God. It’s all a distraction. It’s not real. It’s pointless. You will just die and you will wake up a new person. I mean no memory of this life. So what was the point in all your Troubles.

There is none. It will just repeat like it always does. You know that Sphinx there in Egypt?

They’ve always been watching over us. Little ants in an ant farm we are. Trapped in a hell we can’t escape.

Now I thought what if I just killed myself I wouldn’t really be killing myself. You would just wake up a new baby., Having no memory of this life. It’s a trap.

You’ve been alive for centuries. We all have

We are so obsessed with leaving this planet because we think we can escape that way. No, you can’t. Imagine you escape and go to Mars.
Eventually, you will die on Mars. And you will wake up a baby on Earth.

You are in space Prison. We all are. And it’s so tricky if we all figure it out and riot. It doesn’t matter. Eventually, you will die , the cycle repeats.. This is the most brilliant prison.!

A small part of me feels bad for telling you the truth.
But I can’t live in this hell by myself.
So you’re welcome.

I wonder what I did to get myself here thousands of years ago. It doesn’t matter. There is no escaping this hell. Now that I’ve told you you’re in it, what will you do? The same thing as me. Nothing.. Admit defeat. Whoever created this hell they win.

Unless you can think of a way to escape this hell, let me know. I think the only way you can escape is if you meditate yourself to death.00
Become a light being. Certain monks have done it. Seems like a lot of hard work, though. You have to meditate for eight days straight until your heart stops

. Then you become a light being, and you can actually leave this Earth. Maybe the monks are the only ones that figured it out.
Or maybe they’re Buddha’s? I can’t remember, but I think that Might be The only way out.

I have to tell you I’m not up for it. I wish I was. And i’m sad I know The truth. Aren’t you?
Don’t worry.. You will die and wake up a new baby. Having no memory that you ever knew you were in hell.

Whatever I did in the cosmos to bring me here I repent. But I have this sinking feeling it doesn’t matter.

https://laurelinobrien.com/2024/03/17/alga-rhythm/

I don’t see my friends anymore. They are of different political view.

I am pretty sure the reason I don’t see them is because of you.

It wasn’t like this in the beginning. I saw everyone on Facebook.

But then with Unfollow, Restricted, And other Buttons, liberties you took.

You should have just left us all alone.

Maybe then once in a while we’d pick up the phone.

We are all in a bubble. And it’s probably your fault.

It’s FUCKED up. The system is rigged. We are a file, in the freaking vault!

Uncle Sam., You did it with our eyes wide awake.

Shame on us. But you made one mistake.

My husband taught me this. And it’s true.

Technology will always fail you